All I could say is, "By the grace of God, I just do." I just do. I have to! No matter how bad it seems on today I have to believe that tomorrow will be better than today.
I just do... There's something inside of me that believes God wants me to be happy and if what I want doesn't come today, I still understand that a new day of life is a gift from God and every gift that God renders, is worth praise.
My life has not been easy, nor is it easy today. Nothing about my life has been easy. For sure the struggle has made me strong and with that strength I wait on newness. I know that there is some goodness waiting for me each day I wake. I know because God said that He would provide manna each day, for the day.
So I just do... I live each day with the manna that is provided and accept it as it is above what and how I want it to be.